can't sleep?

me either.

here's why

things have been kinda all over the place of late. things with friends and lovers (or not, actually), enemies and all the thoughts that go along.

i've just been wondering. a lot. being back at work this past week has given me the time to contemplate. what i've been contemplating remains secret. there are changes on the horizon in everything from business to friendships to how i'm percieved...the whole nine yards.

or ten yards.

or whatever...

the point is i have been having a LOT of trouble sleeping lately and i sort of wish i were high right now. i'm not. although this post might make you believe otherwise.

the people who live above me have small kids and are also probably very fat. i hear intermittent soft light quick footsteps and heavy slow footsteps.

there is an odd mix of folks in my building and i know none of them. i make all my judgements based on the old people i've seen, that one weird/creepy dude and the vespa parked near me.

anyone want to go for breakfast one of these days. i'm close to both b's and route 99 diner. seriously.

anyways, i should put this rambling to an end.
someday i should post a blog that is entirely stream of conciousness. ha ha.

xo m.