good luck with the choir...

fuck.

the internet is the weirdest place ever and boys are the weirdest people ever...

remember billy? the roofies in his slurpee boy with the sexy messages and sexier tattoos...

please read what follows:

*note: he's lullabyes to paralyze and then something about tickets for sale and i am chemical romance... and anything in brackets is me commenting after the fact...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
so we never talk i assuming the practical thing to do is earse you because im not one for having hollow friendships

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
ooh i sound so emo

chemical emotions says:
that was really emo...

chemical emotions says:
and it makes me mad...

chemical emotions says:
and besides how do you know we'd have a hollow friendship...we haven't gotten that far yet...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
yes i know but its a touch laboured already and i have no patience anymore for such endeavours...call me melodramatic ...but we dont ever talk when each othe ris online ..so it makes sense doesnt it?

chemical emotions says:
i suppose billy, that it's up to you...truth be told i would love to talk to you more...and the more you call me a snob the more i am curious about you... (i am a masochist too...)

chemical emotions says:
i suppose i should just say hi.

chemical emotions says:
or you should just say hi...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
yes but our conversations have been about as entertaining as the mini donut booth at the fringe

chemical emotions says:
ok...i will totally grant you that one...i have been a little on the...lack side of interesting of late...

chemical emotions says:
but, in my defense...i am not sure what you qualify as interesting...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
the exact opposite of what weve been dabbling in

chemical emotions says:
so...what's the opposite of talking about incubus and queens of the stone age...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
*l* your funny. (yes billy, i am funny...and you're the one who wants to chat about incubus for hours...)

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
anyways i think im definate in this...but you miss have a delightful existance...soemthing dazzling and fun..treat yourself you deserve it.

chemical emotions says:
whatever.

chemical emotions says:
i hope you find something opposite...something not hollow...

chemical emotions says:
or whatever...

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
how articulate of you . (motherfucker! calling me inarticulate...)

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
be well xo xo xo

chemical emotions says:
thanks

chemical emotions says:
you too...

chemical emotions says:
i hope you find what you're looking for.

.lullabyes to paralyze. says:
i wont itll make for great memoirs though *s*. (and HE makes fun of emo kids...)

chemical emotions says:
and that it's someone far more interesting, less snobby and more articulate than me

.Queens of the stone age tickets for sale. anyone? says:
now whose emo ?

chemical emotions says:
me...always darling...

chemical emotions says:
but what do you expect...

.Queens of the stone age tickets for sale. anyone? says:
bu bye, i think this is the official ending..cue music...curtains....

.Queens of the stone age tickets for sale. anyone? says:
bye

chemical emotions says:
adios!

chemical emotions says:
good luck with the choir (the burning heart choir...stupidest band name ever!)

so yeah...i am now officially boring, snobby, inarticulate and deleted...what a night! and the thing that pisses me off more than anything is that it's just a fucking game. this kid is such a complete asshole and masochist (see the line about the memoirs...) who won't give anything a chance to develop...i am really sorry that i am busy and don't have all the time in the fucking world for you billy...jesus, ask my REAL friends, the people i ACTUALLY know, how much i see them...not too much...does that mean we have hollow friendships? no! how you can you have a hollow friendship with someone you've never even met...

...he's just mad because i wouldn't give him an e-blowjob...

fucker!

grrr...

boys are so ridiculous!

xo alice.