Wednesday, May 04, 2005

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...you get the idea...FUCK!

i have work i am suppose to be doing RIGHT NOW but i am so angry that my leg is shaking...vibrating!

fuck!

so, i was suppose to meet this girl this afternoon about stage managing my "too early to discuss new project" and after 45 min she didn't show up!

now, i am a fairly reasonable person and i ended up having a fantastic conversation with my production manager about a bunch of things so at the time i wasn't too pissed off.

i wasn't too pissed off because i completely expected there to be an email full of contrition as soon as i got home...death of cat(not that i wish her cat death...) , something to explain her lack of showing up!

nothing...not a thing. not even the fucking courtesy of an email.

so i emailed her and politely asked if all was well...i hope she gets that i was simply being passive agressive and didn't quite have the heart to tell her to go fist herself. i hope my malicious undertones rang loud and clear.

y'know...i am a pretty laid back girl and i don't ask a lot of people but if you want to work with me all i ask is that you don't waste my time and fuck me over. and i am feeling pretty fucking fucked over right now!

dammit!

michelle, breathing...

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