gdmjb

i saw a movie tonight.

it hollowed me out completely and i am not sure what the fuck i am doing right now.

i am so tired and i just can't think anymore tonight.

it's not sadness or empathy.

and it's not the hollowness i was accused of by the choir boy

it's not a good night.

it isn't bad night either and people have been extremely helpful.

it's just a night like any other night and were i haven't slept much and the world spins a little faster and slower.

below this i have been asked for 'word verification'...i wonder why? incase someone wants to fraudulantly post on my blog. how disappointing life must be if all you have is to post on other's blogs.

i am not sure how i feel about that. gdmjb is what they want to prove my identity.

'i will not put on a smile. i will not say i am alright for you.'

martha wainwright and the empty feeling in my stomach mean it's time for bed.

all the best and i'll see you all tomorrow...

gdmjb.