Monday, February 21, 2005

the end of an [emo] era

HAPPY FAMILY DAY!

dear and faithless readers,

some of you may or may not have noticed that i have been a little pre-occupied with a boy who i have decided to call john. his name of course isn't john...my name of course isn't alice... but that isn't the point... the point is i am sick of all that fucking emo garbage that has been spewing forth from my lips for the past little while...enough is enough!

john is coming to edmonton, apparently, to see his girlfriend. i am not his girlfriend. i never have been and i never will be. he didn't tell me he was coming to town, a friend told me....

he's gone from here. he loves her and the ocean and his guitar...

i accept that and from this moment forth i have moved the fuck on...no more wallowing in selfpity and no more blogging about it. (after today or if i happen to see him)

fuck yeah!

instead, i am going to continue to have crushes on unattainable boys who will never know i want to fuck them, or that i even exist for that matter... that's a way better, healthier kind of masochism...

right now: this guy who is on the radio (and an internet friend of mine)... and maybe the guitar player still a little.

so that's that.

good bye john you shameless motherfucker...
until we meet again

xo alice.

p.p.s: is it interesting that i posted this post at midnight?



1 comment:

Gloria said...

Family day? Yeah right. What is a "family" anyways?

A fundamental social group in society typically consisting of one or two parents and their children?

Two or more people who share goals and values, have long-term commitments to one another, and reside usually in the same dwelling place?

Or all the members of a household under one roof?

You tell me, bitches.